blurry

"More often that not, they who go feel not the pain of parting. It is they who stay behind that suffer because they are left with memories of a love that was meant to be... a love that was."

"It's so hard to show everyone that im doing fine without you when deep down inside im not. i have to smile when i really can't hold back the tears 'cause as far as i can see, you're doing fine without me."

"The hardest part about walking away from you is knowing that you'll never run after me."



Facing another day at school is like walking through hell. everything was a blur to me. i ignored the whispers behind my back, the sympathetic looks, the consoling words of my friends. nothing was ever the same again. i felt like a zombie... dead girl walking.
I saw him walking by with his friends. I wanted to scream but couldn't. he pretended i didn't exist. i wanted to strangle him right then and there. in a matter of days, i was just a stranger to him. it was the first time that i saw him after the "talk" that we had. i tried not to cry but tears were already threatening to fall. i needed to get everything out. thankfully, it was nearing lunchbreak. i can cry within the walls of a comfort room cubicle..